Someday....hopefully soon

Every since Jan 2011, when she comes it will be either physically or emotionally painful.

This month. Both. May I not have to go through many more cycles of this. Don't know how much longer I can stand this before I crumble. *increasing the frequency of doa*

I know I'll be more loved when the day comes. Not just from him but maybe by almost everyone in the family. Plz let it come soon.

I know it won't be easy but that is what I want. We want. We all want. May I be able to appreciate it more than others. Particularly those who do not go through this and get things easily in life. World can be unfair just like that but who are we to question?

I'm always very thankful I can cry out this pain. Alhamdulillah.



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